This is Tuesday, in case you haven’t noticed. I didn’t train Monday and it is possible I may not train this week, depending on what my job/work and moving status is like. Stay tuned.
Update:
06/04/06 Sunday 5:30 AM; My brothers home
- Not one single workout this week
- On verge of nervous breakdown
- Self-loathing
- Resentment of my brother that is so profound I cannot begin to describe it.
- Financially ruined.
These are but a few of the consequences I am dealing with because of a choice I was forced to make by a brother that is self-centered and in my view is one of the most disappointing relationships I have had in my lifetime. The question is this: How do I get out of this situation? How can I get back to my home and in my flow of blessing and faithful purpose. I am congested and about 6 pounds lighter than I was at the beginning of last week. I am angry and concerned about my future here, whereas in Crozet I was certain my future was bright. How do I get that back when I know I have been disobedient to God? Read my post at Brotherly Love to find out what happened.
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