I suppose an apology is in order. In fact, many apologies are in order. When one breaks a promise, sometimes so many folks are harmed you really do not know where to begin. However, I suppose I shall begin at the place where are apologies should begin: Admission and confession.
About three months ago I was forced out onto the street. Yup. You heard me right. Yours truly was homeless.
On April 10th a fire was started that completely swept my life into total disarray. A catastrophic fire, which destroyed my home and was started through no fault of my own, became my master, and the next thing you know I was bouncing from couch to couch, hotel to hotel. What money I had evaporated faster than a ticks fart in a strong headwind. A link to the post can be found here: My Private 9-11.
After the fire, I managed to make a few posts to this web site, but the truth is that my ability to train and eat correctly went down the tubes. I won’t lie to you. Depression set in and the next thing you know my inner world more or less ground to a screeching halt. I just came to a place where I had no idea how to work on the things that mattered. I guess in all truth, everything mattered and yet nothing mattered. My mind was a haze. I guess in some way it still is.
Even more truthfully is the fact that not one day went by that I did not think about the people that visit Total Physique Online. I knew I needed to keep it live, but more than that I knew I needed to keep it fresh and relevant by continuing to add new material. But I was so overwhelmed. My life had managed to wave at me and say, “Hello, here I am. Can you see me over here? What do you think? How do you like what you see?”. The only thing I can tell you is that I did not like what I saw because I simply could not make any sense of it.
So, three months later, with only a couple of posts to show for the last three months worth of wandering in the wilderness under my belt, I sit at a desk in a strangers house, committed to bring you back into my life and forging forward with as much energy as I can muster in an effort to regain my level of strength and health, as well as to motivate you like never before, God willing.
I am sorry that I have been gone so long. I am sorry that I let so many folks down, including my sponsors. I never intended to do that. I want everyone to know that. I just found myself in a hole and it took some time to climb out of it.
I want you resume what we started so many months ago. I have so much to tell you. I have been through so much. I have so much to share. So, bare with me while I start pouring myself into this site each day. Tell your friends about this site. Keep coming back. Give me another chance, if you can, to make this site interesting and dynamic again.
Be Blessed
Thanks
Timothy C.
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