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When you have no place to call home, and when your funds are limited as mine are, it’s very important to keep ones spirits up, especially if you are a Christian, because satan will use every tool in his arsenal to discourage you, kill your morale, break you down and finish you.

When that cop pulled me over I nearly lost it. In truth, I guess you could say I did lose it. I just lost hope. I was already discouraged because for the past 8 weeks I have overturned every stone I could find trying to locate resources to use in order to survive. I have tried everything I know to try in order to find a home. With my health being what it is, I need to find a place as soon as possible and the fact that I came up with nothing was really discouraging. Moreover, I simply do not have enough money to stay in a hotel. So when the cop cited me it was as if the final straw had broken the camels back. It was as if I was being kicked in the head over and over and I just felt like I was out on my feet at that point. This most certainly did not feel like a good omen and if this is a sign of things to come I am done.

These several things I know:
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As the song says: “Back on the road again”. Sigh.

My house sitting arrangement came to an end and the lady of the house for whom I was sitting did not want me as a tenant. I had already stayed at her house a month longer than I was suppose to have, to the tune of $150.00, so I just could not stay there any longer. I made her a promise to be out by the end of September and I was unable to secure a place for myself do to the fact that my disability check just does not carry much in the way of purchase power. The doors just did not open up for me. In an effort to keep my word, I just packed up my car and headed east. In short, I am searching for a place to call home and scared out of my mind that I won’t be able to find anything.
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