When you have no place to call home, and when your funds are limited as mine are, it’s very important to keep ones spirits up, especially if you are a Christian, because satan will use every tool in his arsenal to discourage you, kill your morale, break you down and finish you.
When that cop pulled me over I nearly lost it. In truth, I guess you could say I did lose it. I just lost hope. I was already discouraged because for the past 8 weeks I have overturned every stone I could find trying to locate resources to use in order to survive. I have tried everything I know to try in order to find a home. With my health being what it is, I need to find a place as soon as possible and the fact that I came up with nothing was really discouraging. Moreover, I simply do not have enough money to stay in a hotel. So when the cop cited me it was as if the final straw had broken the camels back. It was as if I was being kicked in the head over and over and I just felt like I was out on my feet at that point. This most certainly did not feel like a good omen and if this is a sign of things to come I am done.
These several things I know:
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